there is a possibilty. a low one. yet my doubts still lingers. is that a split personality? or is that really him? my words have betrayed me. i have fallen into a downward spiral. what is this emptiness inside me? is this what you call heartbroken? perhaps, perhaps. how i would like to explain, yet my mind has given in. how i would like to smile, yet my emotions have faded away. am i really someone to you? or am i not even an acquaintance? perhaps its the fact that im wronged. yes, im wronged. but how can i break it to you? there is a barrier between us after all. so near yet so far. i do not mean harm, perhaps its the vegeance dwelling within me. i do not wish to resort to violence, perhaps because i would fail. had you known me better, you would know i was only joking, but jealousy reared its ugly head. perhaps that is the reason why you didnt backed up, why you backed out, why you left me in this cross fire. but i do not blame you, after all, this is but my life. misunderstandings are a constant in my life. downgraded i am. i have wanted to give up, but why did you appear? why did you bring up past memories? how i wished the grim reaper was here now. i do not fear death, but what happens after it. just wanted to tell you that im sorry. yes the two of you...

guitarfreak!
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