sweet sweet memories

shattered like a breaking glass

how i wished this day wouldnt come

but that's just a dream which cannot be true

perhaps we were not meant to be

yet i feel this hollow inside

perhaps we were not meant to be

yet i want to know, inside

how have you been, all these days

am i just another play toy on your rack

let me tell you that i dont want to be

for i am more, cant you see

-jun wei

guitarfreak!
1:03 PM

humans are intriguing. perhaps thats wat they call split personality huh? yet my pulse has increased, for some reason. perhaps im delighted, but the most probable answer would have to be mistaken. yes it is. humans sure dont use their brains much huh? probably thats how the words "failure" came about. yes i am a failure, perhaps the biggest one. if i am really treated this way i guess i just have to contemplate and do the same. perhaps you should have heed the warnings, at least it is better than this lose-lose situation. hopefully some sense will be knocked into you. good bye then, (stranger) ...

guitarfreak!
11:22 AM

there is a possibilty. a low one. yet my doubts still lingers. is that a split personality? or is that really him? my words have betrayed me. i have fallen into a downward spiral. what is this emptiness inside me? is this what you call heartbroken? perhaps, perhaps. how i would like to explain, yet my mind has given in. how i would like to smile, yet my emotions have faded away. am i really someone to you? or am i not even an acquaintance? perhaps its the fact that im wronged. yes, im wronged. but how can i break it to you? there is a barrier between us after all. so near yet so far. i do not mean harm, perhaps its the vegeance dwelling within me. i do not wish to resort to violence, perhaps because i would fail. had you known me better, you would know i was only joking, but jealousy reared its ugly head. perhaps that is the reason why you didnt backed up, why you backed out, why you left me in this cross fire. but i do not blame you, after all, this is but my life. misunderstandings are a constant in my life. downgraded i am. i have wanted to give up, but why did you appear? why did you bring up past memories? how i wished the grim reaper was here now. i do not fear death, but what happens after it. just wanted to tell you that im sorry. yes the two of you...

guitarfreak!
6:50 PM

all those who like those techno songs and dancing check out http://www.big-boys.com/articles/numanuma.html that guy is GOOD! LOL

guitarfreak!
4:15 PM

yea mel, i added that weirdo too. its hilarious! i mean, he even numbered them! what is he holding, a beauty peagant? im surprised he didnt include miss alsagoff's picture in it. oh yea.. check it out at http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=18093822

guitarfreak!
2:17 PM

im sorry. if only you knew. if only you knew...

guitarfreak!
1:54 PM

to the particular kcpian... its not that im ignoring you, but ever since you know who i am, i doubt you would take me for what you expected ever again...

guitarfreak!
3:48 PM