perhaps miss is after all a correct word... but would she have felt the same? maybe not... perhaps time hasnt worn off on my but it did on her.. but as they say... dreams are only dreams.. they are YOUR dreams. and it will never influence anyone else, well, unless you are lucky of course... perhaps refrain is after all failing. and that i am falling in a downward spiral. how can anyone lift themself up when they are being pressed down so tremendously? oh wow, Mannoroth has became team 2. oh never mind that... but it cant be my stomach can it? after all... i DO get difficulties breathing... could be the guilt, yet i would suggest jealousy more. perhaps... perhaps.. but would anyone realise? i guess not... but i doubt she would remember, i mean, who would, after all... she didnt even know me in the first place. of course, i wished i could say the same... oh the unfately day... yea i guess kids DO commit stupid things. but then again, it was my greatest moment.. but of course its a WAS. WAS... perhaps.. i should rewind... yes thats what i will do.. but what if this weight gets heavier? i guess ill just have to move one step at a home... itchy scratchy... oh my torment who will understand?

guitarfreak!
6:39 PM

so you dont care after all..

guitarfreak!
6:48 PM

torment in me
torment you dont see
torment you dont need
torment see and you flee
torment removes glee
torment big as sea
torment in every scene
torment forever in me

guitarfreak!
6:36 PM