This will be my final post.

I don't know why I'm trying so hard, I feel like just giving up. I wake up each day, and all I do is play Warcraft, make my map, and talk to her, but I get nowhere nearer each day. Isn't that a waste of time?

And it may be their way of educating children, but have they spared a thought for them? They think of noone except to their own benefits. Are they human? Am I? Sure, give the children a better life. But have they thought, that the child would rather live happily with just the neccessities than to have a big house with such a sorrow of a life?

Finally, I just want to say, thank you for taking your time out for caring and reading this blog. You can tell me in MSN or tag on my board for me to thank you properly. But I might not be online anymore from tomorrow onwards. Farewell.

guitarfreak!
8:55 AM

Feel like I'm becoming more and more distant. Sigh. Pity. At the end of the day, who would be the one reminescing?

guitarfreak!
11:46 AM

Here is my wishlist for this christmas:

Black eyeshadow
Black eyeliner
Natural brown or that weird gold colour hair
Some gothic/punk clothes

And...

Stroll down orchard in my underwear without the cops coming! :D

PS: I want earrings and accessories too.

guitarfreak!
7:42 PM

Mood: Like this song.

Liar - Vanilla Ninja

We found a place to be,
So far from despondency.
But you found a thousand ways,
To shadow up, my face.

Your kisses turned from hot to cold,
And I felt, like a centerfold.
Cheap and nasty with dirty men,
Looking for love, that they never will get.

I'm sitting in the dark just feeling low,
I'm ruined to the heart, I'm on the road,
To nowhere, to nowhere.
If you wanna lie to me again,
There's a rotten place they call the end.
Just go there, and stay there.

Liar.

You took a quick escape,
But left your lies in perfect shape.
As long as my memories live,
I never will forgive ya.

So if we meet, somewhere tonight,
You better, be set to fight.
In the darkness of missing stars,
You'll see me, but you won't feel me inside.

I'm sitting in the dark just feeling low,
I'm ruined to the heart, I'm on the road,
To nowhere, to nowhere.
If you wanna lie to me again,
There's a rotten place they call the end.
Just go there, and stay there.

Liar.

The winds have changed,
Blow through my soul.
And the warlords,
Try to take control.
I will never, rely on you,
And the pain will hate you, shame on you.

I'm sitting in the dark just feeling low,
I'm ruined to the heart, I'm on the road,
To nowhere, to nowhere.
If you wanna lie to me again,
There's a rotten place they call the end.
Just go there, and stay there.

Liar.

I'm sitting in the dark just feeling low,
I'm ruined to the heart, I'm on the road,
To nowhere, to nowhere.
If you wanna lie to me again,
There's a rotten place they call the end.
Just go there, and stay there.

Liar.

guitarfreak!
2:02 PM

Don't know what's going on with me. Feels like I've changed so much. Maybe I just want to find a place to fit in. Phoebe's birthday is coming soon, and I don't know what's going to happen. I feel like just burying my head and watch the time go by till my very demise. But ironically, I feel that is just a waste of time. Oh, life, is such a mystery.

guitarfreak!
5:01 PM

I think I'll give up now. I'm sorry. To myself for wasting time on this.

guitarfreak!
4:52 PM

Maybe I should give up. Good night.

guitarfreak!
10:45 PM